media of me and blurbs of thought.
new stuff will appear here.
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struggling to feel real lately
tearing at my hair
tearing at my skin
tearing myself into something new
something holy...?
i'm realizing that that despite this site's
name i've barely mentioned moths on here!
so; here are some of my fav species!
glover's silkmoth, cecropia moth,
small emporer moth, cecrops eyed silkmoth,
and lastly, niepelt’s eyed silkmoth.
thank u for coming to my mothtalk.
i'm sober now. a little more than two weeks.
i'm trying to turn over a new leaf, but god
do i feel set in my ways sometimes.
i guess that's what the therapy is for, huh?
wouldn't it be nice
to leave the house in a mask
when you do not want your face seen?
with layers of powder and flare
my face resides behind another
a facade truer than the one it hides
my face is different than i remember.
it's different every year now.
i wonder, will it keep changing at this rate?
i guess i'll get used to it eventually
who wouldn't want a flower for a face?
there is a time and a place and a person i'd rather be
but not tonight, no — tonight is good.
digital ghosts are all that remain
it's all a ruse
held up by cardboard and paper
it's all mass produced
but not you, not me
limited edition beings
"limited edition" - cusp
i wish snakes could feel love.hangin with my snake :)
— ivory ⚧︎ (@mothgirlxo) March 30, 2026
everyone say hi to my snake :) pic.twitter.com/OpSFz88tlf
it is a little sad that i devote so much
to an animal that will never appreicate what i do for it.
but that's what love is, right?
i've been to a lot of concerts recently.
the music is the best part, of course,
however i do love that there are always
beautiful women smoking in the alley
who will give me free weed.
time alters perception.
to a dysphoric brain, old selfies are always changing.
i have no sense of self, no idea how i look.
do i disgust you?
but i'll come aroundmy personal fav bassline - “feminine adornments” by julie ^v^ pic.twitter.com/kcc5GxXZnf
— ivory 🏳️⚧️ (@mothgirlxo) August 28, 2025
i'll defile
i'll be clean
i'll be meat on the wall
"feminine adorments" - julie
love me
save me
remember me
just one more time
i'd like to sit by the lake and smoke
hi :)
do u like my spirals :)
pretty women and sharp objects
two things i am fond of.
i hope to be prettier
but mostly, i hope to be sharper.
is it self-indulgent
to aspire to be living art?
if so, maybe we could all stand
to be a little more self-indulgent.
oh, to be beautiful
unnatainable
incomprehensible.
unfortunately,
true beauty is only for the angels.
salty air
and bootprints
washed away in an instant
i miss the woods.
i really, really miss the woods.
:'(
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mothworld v3.0 - 2026
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